November 1, 2012...
What a crazy month October was. And AWFUL in so many ways...
Here's a run down.
October 5th - Divorce final.
October 12th - Begin moving into a hotel...it's got a kitchenette and a bedroom...but it's a hotel.
October 15th - Grandma flies to Arizona for the time being, to vacation and enjoy her friends, while we figure out where we are going to live.
October 16th - Close on the sold house. The one that we've lived in for almost 10 years
October 17th - Girls go with their Daddy to Colorado to visit Camera King and Auntie SP and all the Colorado girlies. They will be gone until October 30th...and I will be alone.
October 18th - Move the baby grand piano, that was my Daddy's and is now my Mommy's out of our perfect room, to a friend's house for the time being.
October 18th - Walk away and leave the keys to this house in this house for the next family.
October 19th - 30th - Be alone...sleep...rage a little...be with friends who make me laugh and talk to me and wrap their arms around me and love me even when I'm crazy-unloveable (you know who you are)...plan a little...walk the dog a little...journal and read, my bible and The Scarlett Letter, ALOUD just to kill the silence.
Quite a month to live through. Quite a month to walk with me through to all of you who have been there.
For all the awful, there have been so many bright spots. So many moments of joy. So many people lifting me up with encouragement and hope...in prayer and in action...sending me songs and email and texts.
It's a brand new day...brand new month...time for a brand new life...let's get this party started!
See ya around...